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Hello:)

Well block leave has come to an end, and all my friends are finally back from vaction. So things are going to start going back to normal around here. I have deff missed my routine and what not. Even though it was actually really nice to have Justin around the past 2 weeks. He didn't annoy me too much:P Yesterday and today I was at the pool with my friends. It was nice to get out of the house, but once I get home from these events I am so tried and ready for bed, haha.

Last week I had my doctors appointment. He did an ultrasound and everything looked good. Our baby went from being a dot, to looking more like a baby. He/she had a head and everything. And we got to see the heartbeat. Doctor said it was a good strong heartbeat. That made me feel soo much better. It's so amazing, I have had three ultrasounds so far and just seeing how much the baby has changed in a matter of a few weeks..wow. He did a bunch of blood work last appointment too. I don't go back till the 25th now, but I am very excited. I will be 8 weeks 6 days...so almost 9 weeks when I go back. And the baby will have arms and legs and everything. I get so excited when I think of everything, but then I always start to worry, am I getting too excited...what if someone happens. It sucks to always feel like that, but I know that getting excited isn't going to change anything. And at least I could say I was able to enjoy my pregnancy. I just pray GOD doesn't take this child away from us. So much as changed in my body already, its amazing. My boobs have gotten a little bigger, my face looks like a pizza, my chest is starting to break out, my nipples are poking out (LOL), I throw up almost daily. Its crazy. I have these trackers, and they always tell you what you should be feeling at this point in your pregnancy, and I am proud to say that everything they say,..is happening. It makes me feel a million times better. The only thing it said I should be doing that I wasn't, until the past few days...was start looking at baby stuff.  I was like, they do realize Im not even out of my first trimester don't they? Haha. Then I started talking to friends, and a lot of them had stuff planned out already. So that made me feel like its OK to look. I already found the crib/dresser set I want. Its really on sale right now too...but its from JcPennys and they tend to do a lot of sales..so Im going to wait. I want it sooo bad right now. But it just seems too early. If its still on sale, or on sale again after 12 weeks I'll buy it. I know miscarriage can still happen after 12 weeks, but the chances go down a lot. This whole thing is crazy, I sometimes feel like its a dream. But I know its not... <3


I dont have much else to say, so Im going to go lay down & watch some law & order SVU. <3