Don't blink.

Soo I have stuff to say & theres no point in writing a million status's and annoying people when I can write it all out on here. lmao.

For starters I'm very excited for this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:) I have so many plans...I love having plans! Alsoooooooo....SUNDAY is Army wives. OMG I couldn't be more excited lol. And then MONDAY is a newwww pretty little liars. ekkkk. I love my shows haha. While I can't wait for Sunday/Monday, also sucks because Justin goes into the feild (booooo). But its only Monday-Friday so its not that big of a deal! Would rather do all these feild trainings then deployment..even though he wants to deploy...boo to that. haha.

Today I actually cleaned my house, which hasn't happened in a while...haha. I promise myself when I move into my *NEWWWW* house I will actually clean haha. I have just given up on this damn apartment. Buttt Im in such a great mood! Which is a first haha.

Even though Im a little sad...I think my period is coming! Boo. Because when I put on my calendar that I started I put the 11th but 3 days prior to that I had some spotting (really light) so I didn't count that...but if you go by that & my old 25 day cycle then Im due right now. BUTT if you go by the 11th & my cycle from every since the MC I shouldn't start for like 8more days. So I'm hoping that I'm notttt going to start at least for a few days. I really want to keep my regular cycle damn it. Its weirddd though I ovulated right when I should have....soo idk? My body is so weird. I just wish I could figure out this weird ass body, sometimes I call it a puzzle haha...getting pregnant is a puzzle I just can't figure out. Owell, someday my dreams will come true<3 & until then I get to enjoy trying every month;)

So the past week, maybe less...I have been wanting junk food SOO bad, I dont really eat that much junk food, everyone that knows me knows that. And the last couple days Ive done nothing but eat ((I do this right before the damn period comes lol)). So I went out when I went to the commisary, and I ususally don't buy junk, but I thought THIS time I WILL lol...and now I have so much and it didn't even look good..and I want fruit. Which is kind of depressing haha.Owell, it will be there when Im finally ready. haha.

So my washer & dryers at this damn apartment complex SUCKKKKKKKS. I wish I would have saved my review & not published it till after I moved out...but owell too late. But the last two times I have went to use the place ...the one right by me is closed, so I have to drive to the other one, beause its pretty far...and its taken HOURS to do it because the dryers hardly work. Its horrible, I have had to dry clothes all over my floor/chairs/table twice...booo. Its okay though because less then a  MONTH & I'm FINALLY out of here..and I will have my OWN new beautiful washer & dryers. Ahhh I can't even wait. Im looking forward to spending that money, but hey in the long run, they will MORE then be worth it! Woooo.

It won't be like this for long...Whenever I am down about something I always remember that song. Because it couldn't be more true. Time flys, we have been at FT Bliss a year already, it doesn't even feel like that long. And I have had some hard times here, but you know what, those fly on by too. When I see a new mom complaining about not sleeping I always want to tell them, hun don't worry because its not going to be like this for long. & don't blink, because time goes faster then you think. I have now been with Justin for 6 years & 7months. & married for 1 year & 7months. Time flys. Feels like just yesterday we were just starting to date...& I wake up and we are married. Its amazing to me. Right now things may be a little crappy (just the pregnancy thing) but its not going to be like this forever, so I have to remember to enjoy it because its not going to be like this for long. Before I know it my life is going to change! Its crazy how fast things change in life.  & I love this ..."everyday is a gift not a given right". So we have to treat it like a gift. Latley, I haven't been living, I have been worrying about saving every $$ so we don't have fun, and all this crazyness, but I don't want to look back at my life & think um what fun did I have? I want to have fun my whole life, and truly enjoy life<3 & thats exactly what I am going to do...because things change everyday.