Month:)

So today I am going to blog about my month....every single month. Haha.

I suppose I will just start at my fertile week and go from there. So the week I am fertile and then at the end of the week (ish) I am ouvlating...which means I have to make sure we have sex...or else duh how am I going to get pregnant. This week is very important, gotta pay close attention to your discharge (Kind of gross I know, I know) and then you of course have to have sex all week. So then that week passes, and Im in a GREAT mood for a while. haha. then suddenly its a few days before my period should come, and course STILL feeling great beause I have a chance this could be the month, hah...so then you pay super close attn to the toilet paper (like I wasn't the rest of the month, haha) to see if theres ANY colors on there. As the days get closer I personally get really sick, have sore boobs, sometimes I break out, I start remembering my dreams (weird I know), Im starving all the time...which could all point to pregnancy...but they could also point to period...so you assume your period is coming, but theres always that hope. So the days get EVEN closer...and your getting minor cramps...and its like fuck (but then you remember, wait didn't I hear thats normal? Maybee...). haha...so then its FINALLY the day, and I personally usually start the morning, so if its afternoon & I haven't started Im like so excited to take this test tomorrow...because maybe, just maybe Im pregnant....then comes the blood! haha, so sometimes theres some tears, sometimes not...but then for about a week I am in a funk, like wtf why isn't it happening...blah blah blah...then my periods over..and then a have about a week or two (depending on my cycle that month) to think its okay, we will get it this month, so Im in a alright mood about it...and then right before my fertile week I get SUPER excited...like this is my chance..............and then, I repeat the cycle over..and over.

LMAO. Its probably not something I should laugh it, but hey, its better then sitting around being depressed...at LEAST I know I'm crazy. haha.

Right now I am waiting for Jess to come over...and we are going to Davids bridal so I can try on a dress for my cousins wedding....and then Target to get some things for her...and then I gotta run & get sandras birthday present. Justin is in the feild this week....and pretty much the whole month, minus weekends. Soo I am going to do my best to keep busy...and hope this month flys by because we finally move!:) Also..I want this week to hurry up because my wonderful period is due friday haha.

well, I better eat before Jess gets here:)

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