It's been way to long since I updated and a lot has happened.
First off I couldn't update for like 20 years because my laptop crashed, woo hoo. Not. I was so pissed because I only had that laptop 3 years, and seriously I paid $1,000 for it. I mean I deff got my moneys worth because I used that thing SOO much, but it still sucks knowing I spent that much money and it didn't even last that long. So this time I bought a much better brand laptop. I got a two year warranty which covers EVERYTHING. It was amazing though because since I got the tech support I can cover up to 3 computers on that, and I bought a year so they gave me a free year!:) Sooo not only do I have a new baby, I also get to fix my broken laptop for SUPER cheap, all I have to pay for is the parts. So we will now have two laptops, AWESOME! I love my new laptop, but theres deff a bunch of crap I have to figure out on it haha.
Lately I have just been spending lots of time with friends, Justins been in the field all month (home on weekends). So I have been spending my weekends glued to the husband, and my weekdays staying super busy trying to help the time fly. On tuesday I went with some friends to a college in the mall they did my cut my hair, thinned it, deep conditioned it, washed it, waxed my eye brows, did a mani/pedi AND a facial all for $25. It was amazing, like a spa day haha. The best part is that was amazingly cheap. I got a bunch of my hair chopped off, thank god..it needed to go! Other then that I have just been hanging out at the pool, and spending time with the puppies:)
Vega & Bella Luna---ohhh how I love them. I SERIOUSLY never thought I could love a dog as much as I love those two. Im not even kidding! and I strongly suggest anyone going through fertility issues to get a dog. Obviously a dog is NOT a baby and will NOT replace the feeling of wanting a child so badly, but it deff has helped me. I get to love on them, and I know they love me..I have to take care of them, I get to spoil them (and believe me I do). However...Vega is still aggressive and very unpredictable, which is a little scary. I love her soo much. But I can't keep her, because there are way to many children coming in and out of this house and I just can't chance her attacking someone. And luckily my mom wants her really badly, so I get to take her to her this summer. It just really sucks that I have to get rid of her!:( But I really do understand that its for the best. Speaking of taking her to my mom! We get to go home in AUG now!! I can't even wait...Justin gets block leave starting July 30rd and they are forcing him to take leave, so we figured since he has to take the leave, we have to do something with Vega...we might as well go home! I am so excited I can't even waittttttttt!!!! We are driving which is going to SUCK horribly, but it will deff be worth it!:) Ahhhh....hurry up time! hahah.
So I don't remember if I blogged about this or not, but with my fertility bullshit. The doctor says that if I'm not pregnant by September we will start fertility meds, and I have an appointment in the beginning of September to discuss it. It sucks because that means I will not be pregnant by my due date, which I really wanted. But I'm trying to just say everything happens for a reason, even if we don't understand those reasons. Plus our baby fund is going DOWNNNN because of all the things we have had to buy lately. Right now Im waiting for my check from shelter care which is about $750 ahhh hurry up check! lol. But Im going back and forth because I want to get pregnant NATURALLY, but theres nothing wrong with NOT getting pregnant naturally either. Ah. However he told me that hes going to put me on hormones when I do get pregnant just in case. Which I have to say is AMAZINGGGGGGG. Because that means hopefully I won't miscarry..hopefully=/ So now I am just waiting around for sept...but I think I am going just do 'whatever' till Sept and see what happens I guess..Im so sick of obsessing over this all the time! Blah!
Anyways, Im doing writing...soo Ill blog later!
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