Hello:)
So I haven't blogged for a couple days, and now I have some down time so I thought what the heck might as well post. I am still in Michigan, and will be till the 19th! Which seems soo far away, even though I know its not! I can't wait to go home, although I know as soon as I get home Im going to wish I was back here again. I really wish I could take all my favoriate people and kidnap them & take them to texas with me...then I would have no reason to come back to Michigan. But since that is not possible..looks like I will continue to pay a million dollars to come visit everyone haha.
Well my birthday is on Sunday:) I can't believe I am going to be 21 soon...its more weird then it is exciting..I can't believe I have been out of school this long...I can't believe how fast the years went by. I have almost been out on my own for a year (In march), thats crazy to me. Everyone always talks about how much they hate the army, or a lot of people do. But I see it like this, the army saved me & Justin...we were able to move away, get our own place, get married...a lot sooner then we expected. Im actually pretty thankful for the army. However, I come home on the 19th and Justin mayyy go into the ranges the 18-23, oh how nice of them haha. But they might come home at night, I guess they will know as it gets closer. It just kind of makes me laugh more then anything-last time I went home I was home not even a week and Justin went to the feild for a week. haha...its okay though, Im just thankful its not deployment. Which we are lucky enough to not have to deal with for quite some time...Justin wants to go pretty bad...you know the whole soldier thing.. Im sure once hes getting ready to go, or once he goes hes going to hate it & wish he was home. buttt I guess thats just how life is. We will cross that bridge when it comes down to it.
Latley, I have been really annoyed with people..mostly people that sit there & complain and complain & complain...I just want to sit them down and tell them how great they have it. Now don't get me wrong, Im a complainer myself..and sometimes Im very negative...but at the same time Im also very happy...strange person I am let me tell you haha. But idk, latley it seems like everyones always crying over spilt milk. Comon people...cheer up! It could be worse! Owell, mabye someday people will realize. Until then all I can do is remind them someone somewhere has it much worse then you.
Moving on....I am counting down till my birthday, which is Sunday:) Butttt Im also counting down to my period, ick. Im telling you being a girl sucks. I was thinking I wish I would be a day late or early so I wouldn't have to have the bad day on my birthday...but then I quickly reminded myself that I neeeeeed a regular cycle ((which it has been since oct..woo hoo)). So I suppose I will suck it up and deal with a period on my birthday...plus its not like Im going to have birthday sex my husband is in Texas and I am here...soo yeah haha. Right now I am going back & forth, I want a baby VERRRRRRRRRY bad. Probably more then anything you can think you want....its more of an obession, however I am trying to calm myself down & stop being such a feak about it. This month it is working...but I still think about it a lot. This month I am trying to remind myself of reasons why its okay, or mabye even good that I am not pregnant yet. Like, I am turning 21, I can have a drink on my birthday if I want (I wouldn't get drunk, or have more then one if I did, I just dont drink at all), I am able to keep putting money into savings each month which is helping it raise for the baby fund:), umm I am only (almost) 21 so I do still have years....each month I dont get preggo is a month longer kid free with Justin...okay who am I kidding I dont care about any of these things haha. But owell, Im trying to see the positives...everything happens for a reason, and GOD will bless us when it is time! & when it happens, we will be as happy as can be!:) Andd for real, the longer it takes the more money in savings..so that really does help a lot:) Also the longer it takes the more time I have to donate plasma, which also helps raise up my savings account!:) Which most people don't have a savings when they get preggo..so at least we are one BIG step ahead...:) We just want to be able to give our furture children the best life!:) So if we have to wait a little longer to be able to give our kids the best life, its worth the wait. I just see so many people struggling with money, and I just dont want us to be like that...which is why I say, everything happens for a reason, and GOD will know when it is time!<3
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