Hello:)
Today Im going to talk about something that drives me crazy...MY BODY. There is always something wrong with me...Im always in some sort of pain. Im starting to get to know my body a lot better considering I am trying to get pregnant....and have been for 9months. My periods finally started getting regular in Sept/Oct...but ever since my body is taught me to know when my period is coming.. by giving me cramps, sore breasts, heartburn, remembering my dreams, making me feel sick, needing to eat all the time, and my personal favorite...acne. However, its really annoying because I have all of these things, which happen to all be signs of pregnancy..so if my period is late and Im having all the same signs, how am I supposed to know if I am pregnant or not? I know I know just take a test...well taking a test every month get annoying, seeing a negative sign, its well depressing. Right now, Im late..I was supposed to start on the 9th.. my tracker says that I would finaly be able to tell today, well its 95+% that it would show up. But I took a test yesterday, it was negative, so I guess my question is, if I was pregnant-which IM SURE Im not..why wouldn't the test have showed yesterday, and if Im not, why all of a sudden is my period late? A lot of girls say that they were surpised when they found out they were pregnant because they really felt like thier period was coming...and then it just didn't. Last time, I didn't feel like that at all, nor did I have any side effects, in fact I only took a pregnancy test because I wanted to stop trying (I was 16, another story for another time...I ended up having a misscarriage) and wanted to get the test out of the house. I must say this trying to get pregnant thing, is like a puzzle that I just can't figure out. I realize that everything happens for a reason, and that God will give me a child when we are ready....but ahhhh. Also, I swear I am so unhealthy, and its not even that I eat that bad...because I really don't. But my body is always in pain, having an ache..something. I really think I need to start working out again, I felt so much better when I was. My headaches ((I get them a LOT) slowed down a lot when I was eating 100% better..I really need to go all heathly all the way...I should work out, but Im not going to say Im going to do that, because I probably won't. I dont drink pop, so its not like I can cut back on that, because all I drink is water....because I love it so much:). This past month I have been in Michigan, and have been eating horrible...but next Weds I will be back home & it looks like its back to normal...back to cooking dinner all the time...and eating better. Hopefully I can stick to it, and make myself healthier. Im also always sick...always, always always...its so annoying. My best friend says they need a machine to put people in to see every single thing that is wrong with them so they can take care of it.....I couldn't agree more! haha. I'd be the first in line haha. I feel like I am the only person in the world that goes through these struggles with my body. Although. Im sure Im not....
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Its almost my birthday:)
Hello:)
So I haven't blogged for a couple days, and now I have some down time so I thought what the heck might as well post. I am still in Michigan, and will be till the 19th! Which seems soo far away, even though I know its not! I can't wait to go home, although I know as soon as I get home Im going to wish I was back here again. I really wish I could take all my favoriate people and kidnap them & take them to texas with me...then I would have no reason to come back to Michigan. But since that is not possible..looks like I will continue to pay a million dollars to come visit everyone haha.
Well my birthday is on Sunday:) I can't believe I am going to be 21 soon...its more weird then it is exciting..I can't believe I have been out of school this long...I can't believe how fast the years went by. I have almost been out on my own for a year (In march), thats crazy to me. Everyone always talks about how much they hate the army, or a lot of people do. But I see it like this, the army saved me & Justin...we were able to move away, get our own place, get married...a lot sooner then we expected. Im actually pretty thankful for the army. However, I come home on the 19th and Justin mayyy go into the ranges the 18-23, oh how nice of them haha. But they might come home at night, I guess they will know as it gets closer. It just kind of makes me laugh more then anything-last time I went home I was home not even a week and Justin went to the feild for a week. haha...its okay though, Im just thankful its not deployment. Which we are lucky enough to not have to deal with for quite some time...Justin wants to go pretty bad...you know the whole soldier thing.. Im sure once hes getting ready to go, or once he goes hes going to hate it & wish he was home. buttt I guess thats just how life is. We will cross that bridge when it comes down to it.
Latley, I have been really annoyed with people..mostly people that sit there & complain and complain & complain...I just want to sit them down and tell them how great they have it. Now don't get me wrong, Im a complainer myself..and sometimes Im very negative...but at the same time Im also very happy...strange person I am let me tell you haha. But idk, latley it seems like everyones always crying over spilt milk. Comon people...cheer up! It could be worse! Owell, mabye someday people will realize. Until then all I can do is remind them someone somewhere has it much worse then you.
Moving on....I am counting down till my birthday, which is Sunday:) Butttt Im also counting down to my period, ick. Im telling you being a girl sucks. I was thinking I wish I would be a day late or early so I wouldn't have to have the bad day on my birthday...but then I quickly reminded myself that I neeeeeed a regular cycle ((which it has been since oct..woo hoo)). So I suppose I will suck it up and deal with a period on my birthday...plus its not like Im going to have birthday sex my husband is in Texas and I am here...soo yeah haha. Right now I am going back & forth, I want a baby VERRRRRRRRRY bad. Probably more then anything you can think you want....its more of an obession, however I am trying to calm myself down & stop being such a feak about it. This month it is working...but I still think about it a lot. This month I am trying to remind myself of reasons why its okay, or mabye even good that I am not pregnant yet. Like, I am turning 21, I can have a drink on my birthday if I want (I wouldn't get drunk, or have more then one if I did, I just dont drink at all), I am able to keep putting money into savings each month which is helping it raise for the baby fund:), umm I am only (almost) 21 so I do still have years....each month I dont get preggo is a month longer kid free with Justin...okay who am I kidding I dont care about any of these things haha. But owell, Im trying to see the positives...everything happens for a reason, and GOD will bless us when it is time! & when it happens, we will be as happy as can be!:) Andd for real, the longer it takes the more money in savings..so that really does help a lot:) Also the longer it takes the more time I have to donate plasma, which also helps raise up my savings account!:) Which most people don't have a savings when they get preggo..so at least we are one BIG step ahead...:) We just want to be able to give our furture children the best life!:) So if we have to wait a little longer to be able to give our kids the best life, its worth the wait. I just see so many people struggling with money, and I just dont want us to be like that...which is why I say, everything happens for a reason, and GOD will know when it is time!<3
So I haven't blogged for a couple days, and now I have some down time so I thought what the heck might as well post. I am still in Michigan, and will be till the 19th! Which seems soo far away, even though I know its not! I can't wait to go home, although I know as soon as I get home Im going to wish I was back here again. I really wish I could take all my favoriate people and kidnap them & take them to texas with me...then I would have no reason to come back to Michigan. But since that is not possible..looks like I will continue to pay a million dollars to come visit everyone haha.
Well my birthday is on Sunday:) I can't believe I am going to be 21 soon...its more weird then it is exciting..I can't believe I have been out of school this long...I can't believe how fast the years went by. I have almost been out on my own for a year (In march), thats crazy to me. Everyone always talks about how much they hate the army, or a lot of people do. But I see it like this, the army saved me & Justin...we were able to move away, get our own place, get married...a lot sooner then we expected. Im actually pretty thankful for the army. However, I come home on the 19th and Justin mayyy go into the ranges the 18-23, oh how nice of them haha. But they might come home at night, I guess they will know as it gets closer. It just kind of makes me laugh more then anything-last time I went home I was home not even a week and Justin went to the feild for a week. haha...its okay though, Im just thankful its not deployment. Which we are lucky enough to not have to deal with for quite some time...Justin wants to go pretty bad...you know the whole soldier thing.. Im sure once hes getting ready to go, or once he goes hes going to hate it & wish he was home. buttt I guess thats just how life is. We will cross that bridge when it comes down to it.
Latley, I have been really annoyed with people..mostly people that sit there & complain and complain & complain...I just want to sit them down and tell them how great they have it. Now don't get me wrong, Im a complainer myself..and sometimes Im very negative...but at the same time Im also very happy...strange person I am let me tell you haha. But idk, latley it seems like everyones always crying over spilt milk. Comon people...cheer up! It could be worse! Owell, mabye someday people will realize. Until then all I can do is remind them someone somewhere has it much worse then you.
Moving on....I am counting down till my birthday, which is Sunday:) Butttt Im also counting down to my period, ick. Im telling you being a girl sucks. I was thinking I wish I would be a day late or early so I wouldn't have to have the bad day on my birthday...but then I quickly reminded myself that I neeeeeed a regular cycle ((which it has been since oct..woo hoo)). So I suppose I will suck it up and deal with a period on my birthday...plus its not like Im going to have birthday sex my husband is in Texas and I am here...soo yeah haha. Right now I am going back & forth, I want a baby VERRRRRRRRRY bad. Probably more then anything you can think you want....its more of an obession, however I am trying to calm myself down & stop being such a feak about it. This month it is working...but I still think about it a lot. This month I am trying to remind myself of reasons why its okay, or mabye even good that I am not pregnant yet. Like, I am turning 21, I can have a drink on my birthday if I want (I wouldn't get drunk, or have more then one if I did, I just dont drink at all), I am able to keep putting money into savings each month which is helping it raise for the baby fund:), umm I am only (almost) 21 so I do still have years....each month I dont get preggo is a month longer kid free with Justin...okay who am I kidding I dont care about any of these things haha. But owell, Im trying to see the positives...everything happens for a reason, and GOD will bless us when it is time! & when it happens, we will be as happy as can be!:) Andd for real, the longer it takes the more money in savings..so that really does help a lot:) Also the longer it takes the more time I have to donate plasma, which also helps raise up my savings account!:) Which most people don't have a savings when they get preggo..so at least we are one BIG step ahead...:) We just want to be able to give our furture children the best life!:) So if we have to wait a little longer to be able to give our kids the best life, its worth the wait. I just see so many people struggling with money, and I just dont want us to be like that...which is why I say, everything happens for a reason, and GOD will know when it is time!<3
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Welll helllllo.
Well, I suppose I should start by telling about myself.
My name is Kim Brady...I am going to be 21 on Jan 9th! woo woo! I am very excited..buttt uhhh not because I can drink, because I dont. Just because I love birthdays haha. Anywayss..so I am married to the love of my life...we have been together for 6 years, married for a little over a year. We met in high school....while our two best friends were dating. They intoduced us, and no they are not still together, he actually just got married Weds. and She got engaged on Christmas eve, she also has a beautiful daughter. My husband is in the Army!:)<3 He has been in for a little over a year now...just got promoted to E3 a few months ago......yeah Im proud, even though its automatic haha. Owell every rank is more money & makes me more proud!:) We are stationed at Ft. Bliss Texas and live in El Paso! I loveee it there, it is NOTHING like my home town...which I love home too. I pretty much love my life<3 There is only ONE thing missing....a baby<3 But Im starting to realize that EVERYTHING happens for a reason and it will happen when it is time. All I can do is pray, and let GOD know that I realize that he will give me a baby when the time is right!<3
Not too much happened in 2011, but I suppose I should recap the things I can remember...considering it is new years days & everything!:)
Jan-Justin went back to OSUT after being on leave since the 18th of Dec. It was hard to say goodbye, but I knew it was only a month & a half longer...and it would finally be over! And I of course survived. I also turned 20!
Feb- I left Pizza hut, which I had worked for over 2 years....because ...Justin graduated OSUT! :) Such an amazing day. My mom & I drove down to GA to watch him Graduate & then it ended up being a horrible storm...and then we get to GA and it snows for the FIRST time ever on graduation day--lucky us! Or should I say lucky for our husbands who were standing outside for hours before the ceromony?? Either way, it was an amazing day that I will never forget. Then we had Valetines day in Feb of course, which was also a great day! Andddd then pretty much the rest of Feb was visting family & preparing for our move acrossed the counrty!
March-We packed up and hit the road for Texas on March 1st, it was a very scary day, but we knew we would be fine! It took us until the 3rd to get there..we took our time! It was a fun drive and a boy we went to high school with also got stationed there (after going to basic training together....which was kind of funny because they had no clue either one of them was going to be there till they saw eachother) rode down with us! The rest of march was apartment searching and learning out to live on our own for the first time ever.
April & May were pretty quite, just meeting new friends & adjusting to army life.
June- was wonderful for me...my sister graduated high school so I flew home for a week to be there at her gradation, it was great to be there for her!!:)
In July Justin really wanted to go home, so we dropped WAY to much money to let him fly home for the weekend to be there for 4th of July, it was a pretty penny but Justin was soo happy to be able to go home for those couple days and see everyone! Meanwhile I was in Texas spending time with my friends for the 4th!
Aug-Justin turned 22 on Aug 4th, woo hoo! Then after that month he left for Ft. Polk for a month of training...meanwhile my best friend Sandras husband was going to the same place as well (shes stationed at ft. riley) so we put our money together & got her and her son Seth a ticket out to el paso....she stayed the almost the whole month the boys were in training! We had a blast!!
Sept, Sandra left me...and the boys came home! On Sept 3rd we hit 6 years together....it amazes me how long we have been together. Just wow haha. Then on September 26th we hit our one year anniversary!!!<3 Which I must say, it didn't seem like it had been a year..however he was gone from Oct-Feb the year before for training, so they may be why!
Oct-we have lots of birthdays in my family....and then on the 16th-which happens to be my baby sisters birthday we went to rioduso new mexico for a weekend away...This lady puts together this weekend getway for military and some people got to go, well we thought it was a marriage retreat so when we found out it wasn't we decided we didn't want to spend the money and would rather save it for Christmas...soo Millie just would not have that, so she gave us $150 so we could go. It ended up being a truly amazing weekend, and I am very thankful to her. I am also thankful to the lady that let us stay with her, she was so sweet!! Also in Oct Justin got his e3 promotion..<3 So proud of him!! Also in Oct EVERYONE had babies...I mean everyone! haha.
Nov-Nothing much except Thanksgiving....which was great. We had friends over at our house, and had quite a few soliders without familys over...it was great just to be able to give them a homecooked meal! It wasn't as good as being home, but it was the next best thing!
Then December...yay for decemeber because we got to come home!!! I left on Dec 15th, and Justin came on the 18th...so the past few weeks we have just been spending time with family and friends. Sadly he had to leave and go back to work today, it sucked. However, I get to stay till the 19th, because I just HAVE to be there for Seths 1st birthday!!:) Not going to lie, Im going to miss Justin the next 19 days...but hey we have phone calls, texting, facebook & skype...we wil be just fine!
Which brings me to last night! Last night was awesome! Justin went out to the bar with his friends---can you say boring? haha. So me, my mom, my sister, sandra & seth hung out the the house...we ended up going to the Tortorichs house for a few hours, and I finally got to meet little Franky, he sooo cute!! And then we came home about 11:30! I got my midnight kiss from Seth! haha..well I kissed him on the head! & we were very happy because he actually stayed up till 12!! We went to bed about 1:30, we probably would have stayed up much later, buttttt we all had to be up early today! Oh and during the day mom & I re did the living room....moved everything around...but its a work in progress..we have a lot more stuff to do haha.
Okay well thats all for now....post more later<3
My name is Kim Brady...I am going to be 21 on Jan 9th! woo woo! I am very excited..buttt uhhh not because I can drink, because I dont. Just because I love birthdays haha. Anywayss..so I am married to the love of my life...we have been together for 6 years, married for a little over a year. We met in high school....while our two best friends were dating. They intoduced us, and no they are not still together, he actually just got married Weds. and She got engaged on Christmas eve, she also has a beautiful daughter. My husband is in the Army!:)<3 He has been in for a little over a year now...just got promoted to E3 a few months ago......yeah Im proud, even though its automatic haha. Owell every rank is more money & makes me more proud!:) We are stationed at Ft. Bliss Texas and live in El Paso! I loveee it there, it is NOTHING like my home town...which I love home too. I pretty much love my life<3 There is only ONE thing missing....a baby<3 But Im starting to realize that EVERYTHING happens for a reason and it will happen when it is time. All I can do is pray, and let GOD know that I realize that he will give me a baby when the time is right!<3
Not too much happened in 2011, but I suppose I should recap the things I can remember...considering it is new years days & everything!:)
Jan-Justin went back to OSUT after being on leave since the 18th of Dec. It was hard to say goodbye, but I knew it was only a month & a half longer...and it would finally be over! And I of course survived. I also turned 20!
Feb- I left Pizza hut, which I had worked for over 2 years....because ...Justin graduated OSUT! :) Such an amazing day. My mom & I drove down to GA to watch him Graduate & then it ended up being a horrible storm...and then we get to GA and it snows for the FIRST time ever on graduation day--lucky us! Or should I say lucky for our husbands who were standing outside for hours before the ceromony?? Either way, it was an amazing day that I will never forget. Then we had Valetines day in Feb of course, which was also a great day! Andddd then pretty much the rest of Feb was visting family & preparing for our move acrossed the counrty!
March-We packed up and hit the road for Texas on March 1st, it was a very scary day, but we knew we would be fine! It took us until the 3rd to get there..we took our time! It was a fun drive and a boy we went to high school with also got stationed there (after going to basic training together....which was kind of funny because they had no clue either one of them was going to be there till they saw eachother) rode down with us! The rest of march was apartment searching and learning out to live on our own for the first time ever.
April & May were pretty quite, just meeting new friends & adjusting to army life.
June- was wonderful for me...my sister graduated high school so I flew home for a week to be there at her gradation, it was great to be there for her!!:)
In July Justin really wanted to go home, so we dropped WAY to much money to let him fly home for the weekend to be there for 4th of July, it was a pretty penny but Justin was soo happy to be able to go home for those couple days and see everyone! Meanwhile I was in Texas spending time with my friends for the 4th!
Aug-Justin turned 22 on Aug 4th, woo hoo! Then after that month he left for Ft. Polk for a month of training...meanwhile my best friend Sandras husband was going to the same place as well (shes stationed at ft. riley) so we put our money together & got her and her son Seth a ticket out to el paso....she stayed the almost the whole month the boys were in training! We had a blast!!
Sept, Sandra left me...and the boys came home! On Sept 3rd we hit 6 years together....it amazes me how long we have been together. Just wow haha. Then on September 26th we hit our one year anniversary!!!<3 Which I must say, it didn't seem like it had been a year..however he was gone from Oct-Feb the year before for training, so they may be why!
Oct-we have lots of birthdays in my family....and then on the 16th-which happens to be my baby sisters birthday we went to rioduso new mexico for a weekend away...This lady puts together this weekend getway for military and some people got to go, well we thought it was a marriage retreat so when we found out it wasn't we decided we didn't want to spend the money and would rather save it for Christmas...soo Millie just would not have that, so she gave us $150 so we could go. It ended up being a truly amazing weekend, and I am very thankful to her. I am also thankful to the lady that let us stay with her, she was so sweet!! Also in Oct Justin got his e3 promotion..<3 So proud of him!! Also in Oct EVERYONE had babies...I mean everyone! haha.
Nov-Nothing much except Thanksgiving....which was great. We had friends over at our house, and had quite a few soliders without familys over...it was great just to be able to give them a homecooked meal! It wasn't as good as being home, but it was the next best thing!
Then December...yay for decemeber because we got to come home!!! I left on Dec 15th, and Justin came on the 18th...so the past few weeks we have just been spending time with family and friends. Sadly he had to leave and go back to work today, it sucked. However, I get to stay till the 19th, because I just HAVE to be there for Seths 1st birthday!!:) Not going to lie, Im going to miss Justin the next 19 days...but hey we have phone calls, texting, facebook & skype...we wil be just fine!
Which brings me to last night! Last night was awesome! Justin went out to the bar with his friends---can you say boring? haha. So me, my mom, my sister, sandra & seth hung out the the house...we ended up going to the Tortorichs house for a few hours, and I finally got to meet little Franky, he sooo cute!! And then we came home about 11:30! I got my midnight kiss from Seth! haha..well I kissed him on the head! & we were very happy because he actually stayed up till 12!! We went to bed about 1:30, we probably would have stayed up much later, buttttt we all had to be up early today! Oh and during the day mom & I re did the living room....moved everything around...but its a work in progress..we have a lot more stuff to do haha.
Okay well thats all for now....post more later<3
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