38 weeks2days...and counting:P

Life has been pretty interesting lately. I am now 38 weeks<3 It feels so amazing to say that Ive come this far! I have officially hit the 'Im over being pregnant I want her out asap stage'. Mostly because I have waited this long and now I know its safe for her to come out so Im beyond ready to meet her. But also because pregnancy is painful LOL. I get to excited whenever contractions start, and then super upset when they stop! I have been pretty lazy lately, trying to keep the house clean though so that when she arrives everything is still perfect! I haven't really felt like leaving the house much, and then when I do leave the house I tend to regret it later haha. I can't believe how soon Ill be holding my daughter...Gosh it seems to unreal...still.  A LOT of people have been telling me they really feel like she's coming this week sometime, I REALLY hope they are right:) I was checked last week and I was dilated to a 1, so thats something...even if its something tiny & tons of people walk around like that for weeks...it was a small step to be excited about! Justin is beyond nervous to be a dad, but sometimes he says the most adorable things & they just melt my heart. Anyone who knows Justin knows he tends to be a pain in the butt sometimes, butt I have to say lately he's been doing things I never thought he would. Like anytime we go anywhere he always offers to drop me off right at the door & pick me up at the door so I don't have to walk as far. He's been really understanding about how much pain I am in...Im really thankful! Although I couldn't get him to go to the commissary today, I suppose I didn't ask him to go without me...so maybe he would have. But I asked him to go with me to help get the heavy things and he did try to get out of it.. but in the end he went..and he dropped me off, picked me up, loaded & unloaded the car by himself....deff something to be thankful for lol. 

Other then Alyssa stuff not much else has been going on! I did lose a friend today, and at first I was upset about it, but then she started lying about things I had said...so now I am thankful that I got the negativity out of my life before Alyssa arrives. I don't need negative people in my life, and I sure don't need liars. It sucks when you try so hard to help someone and make them happy & nothingggg works. But there comes a point in your life when you need to realize that everything happens for a reason, you gave it your all...and no matter what some people just won't be happy! 

I don't know if I blogged about this or not...butt my mom is going to be here APRIL 10th! I can't even wait! I am so extremely thankful that she is able to come out and meet Alyssa!<3 Its very sad that in the army life family can't just come up to the hospital after you have your baby, or be there durning labor....but for them to be able to come at all is certainly a blessing! She will be staying until April 24th! So I am PRAYING that I have Alyssa by the 10th and that we are out of the hospital! I just don't want my moms time here wasted sitting in the hospital, how boring lol. I am going to talk to my doctor anyways because Id REALLLY love it if miss Alyssa was out and home by Easter. I really want to get her pictures taken with the Easter bunny lol. 

Im a tad bit sad that Justin will be leaving for the field on April 23rd, and my then my mom leaves the next day..butt I have wonderful friends who will keep me busy Im sure;) Im so lucky that Justin isn't deploying anytime soon, so thank God for that! Its crazy though he will be gone till June...and only home 3 weekends. Alyssa is going to change so much just in those couple weeks, Im sad he will have to miss it. But I will take tons of pictures for him (and everyone on Facebook of course). He will also miss my first *AMAZING* mothers day, but I am totally OK with that just because for the first time in years I will be loving mothers day, and holding my precious daughter in my arms! Ahh I can't wait! Plus Vicki & I are already making plans to do something together since our husbands won't be home. Sometimes the army is really crappy, but you have to make the best out of every situation & remember it could be worse! At least he's going to be home for the birth, and he's leaving for a matter of weeks (home some weekends even!) and not deployed for a year! 

Right now we are in the middle of a horrible sand storm,..ooooh el paso! Its really bad though, my friend said they even cancelled flights! You can't even seen right in front of you..and if you go outside its so nasty sand gets everywhere! Justin and I had to make a trip to the commissary, and since we were lazy & fell asleep for hours we had to go out when it was pretty bad..its only down the road so not too bad but yuckyy lol. El paso windy seasons are verrry nasty! Hopefully not too much longer and this grossness will be gone:)) 

Well thats all for now<3