As a lot of you know the past 5 months I have been picking up things here and there...mostly FREEE things from the Jr Enlisted or amazing people giving away clothes on facebook. Well now the room looks like baby stuff has thrown up all over the room LOL. I finally got my crib/dresser set ordered, which I'm SO excited about:D I got an e-mail today saying they should deliver it on or before the 19th. They are going to call to schedule delivery. So tonight I went into Alyssa's room to have a look around..and woah LOL. I know once I actually go through everything and put it away, Im going to realize I have like nothing. But looking at it all sitting on the bed is just plain scary haha. So tonight I threw everything in piles, clothes, bibs, towels, toys, blankets lol. What is even more scary is how much stuff I still NEED. Thankfully Im getting my stuff soon so then that will help get the room set up..so I won't feel like its just a mess. Then that should hold me over till I got home for Christmas:D By the time I get home it will be Jan, I can put everything away & see what I still need. THEN I just need to hold myself over till March for my second baby shower..haha. THEN less then a month & my little princess will be here! Ahh I can't wait!<3
I'm so happy though because I already have quite a few toys for her and books:D Im so excited to read to her...I kind of want to start now but honestly I feel silly. I really thought Id talk to her too...no, I feel weird doing that too. Besides what am I supposed to say? haha. She kicks all the time now...its amazing. I swear it doesn't matter what Im doing if she kicks I smile. She kicks a lot in the morning and at night. Yesterday I stayed in bed all day and she kicked all day long...amazing. Shes so strong I swear. I haven't figured out what makes her kick, except for eating. It never fails if I eat, shes gonna start kicking. Kind of makes me wanna eat 24/7 haha jk.
As far as my weight goes..Im really excited to see how much the doctors scale says I have gained. Last time I was there (like 2 weeks ago maybe?) I had gained 7lbs. I was SO excited haha. So Im wondering if I gained anymore. My babycenter app says I should have gained 10 by now..and expect to gain about a pound a week for the next 20 weeks. That would put me at 30lbs total. I'm just saying...I'll probably gain more then that LOL. I keep saying I hope that I'm on of those amazing girls that leaves the hospital and you are like what the hell did she even have a baby? hahah, I KNOW thats not going to happen. But it would be nice. ALSO would be amazing if I could lose all my weight in 6-8 weeks. Im PRETTY sure my mom told me she lost all hers in that time with me, not with my sister though. HOWEVER she eat healthy with me, and not with my sister. and I don't eat healthy. ALSO would be amazing if I got no stretch marks. Hahah <---a girl can dream can't she:D Really though -no matter what happens to my body, Alyssa was WELL worth it thats for sure!<3 Ummm IDC if this is TMI IM SHARING lol...seriously my nipples are so bad now. I might have wrote this in my other blog, idk haha. They are sooooo big. What the heck LOL. Alyssa betttter be able to BF esp since my boobs are already CRAZY LOL!! Seriously though, are they gonna go back? LOL. I swear they are like IDK hahah. Soo big! hahahah. and DARK. hahah. ok ok ok, enough about my boobs!! HAHA. Other then that, Im not noticing any other body changes. Well besides the obvious one, my belly is getting so big. I LOVE IT. I can't see my vagina anymore when I look down, yep I love it! LOL its hard to see the bottom of my stomach too..Its tooo funny:P ohhh and my face DID clear up for a few weeks, it was beautiful but now we are back to pimply again, haha. Seriously, I dont know how people don't love pregnancy. I LOVE it. And its not like I feel great all the time....trust me I dont. Im tired, out of breath, I'm super emotional, I get my feelings hurt, I cry, Im uncomfortable, Im in pain, Im always starving...but seriously...all of those things make me smile because I know Im growing a miracle inside me! And Im not just saying that...I really do smile when those things happen. Once Im done crying (who knows why Im even crying because I never do) I just laugh at myself. I can honestly say, I thought pregnancy was so amazing before, I had NO clue just how amazing it really is.
Justin goes back to the field tomorrow...wahh! haha jk. Its the last week YAY:D We had another wonderful weekend. I seriously love him so much:) And I dont care what anyone says, sometimes that few days away from him just makes me realize how in love I really am with him. Even though last night I totally had a melt down, because he always calls me FAT, he always has..it doesn't bother me because I know Im sexy haha..well last night he didn't even call me fat since like way earlier that day but I couldn't get full..so I kept going to get food and he was playing his game. I felt like everything I was getting he was thinking oh my gosh shes a whale LMAO. Seriously, then I convinced myself that I was eating too much...so I got all sad and told him I can't wait till he goes back into the field so I don't have to hear that Im fat everyday...and I was BAWLING my eyes out while eating a ppj sandwich HAHAH. He was like babe seriously you know your not fat your beautiful. And then I couldn't stop crying and he was like laughing at me soo hard, which now Im sitting here typing this laughing so hard...but seriously it was sooo funny. I don't know how I got myself all worked up over what I was eating but I deff did! hahah. Gotta love those hormones:D Im just saying though, it deff gives me something to laugh about later! And my husband -just simply amazing for putting up with my CRAZY self!:)
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